No matter how i try so hard to deny, to let the feelings go, but i can't yet. I'm still worry about him when i know he's in hurt. And my mind keeps telling me, should i call him for asking his condition?
I don't know. In one side, i try not to really think about him. Just hope that he will be better and get well soon. But in the other side, i really want to call him, ask him, give him an attention, and let him knows that i still care about him. But i'm afraid. I'm afraid that i... I don't know. I'm just afraid that maybe i will fall for him again.